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There on a windswept bluff, he stands
waiting. The man of your dreams.

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The man who'll love you more
than anything the rest of your life.

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You run to each other.
Your bodies, your lips...

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they're coming closer and closer
together. Until, finally...

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you kiss.

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Okay, go.

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Janet, like this.

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I feel weird, Bev.

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Weird? Wait till he shoves
his tongue in your mouth.

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Ann, did you get the lights
for the dining room?

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I'm looking for them, Teresa.

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Now this is Christmas?

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Yes, it's beautiful.

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Have Lou look for them.

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She wants it up
before Leo and Bev get back.

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I gotta go.

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Okay, Leo.

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Beverly Ann Donofrio, your father's
waiting to go buy the tree!

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I'm coming, Mom!

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Okay, so is Christmas.

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- This song's giving me a headache.
- Wait. Before you go with Pop.

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Why would a guy
put his tongue in my mouth?

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What?!

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A boy does that because
he wants you to bite it off.

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Go.

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Bye, Mom.

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Hi.

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- You ready?
- Yeah.

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Let's go.

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- Pop, everyone's decorating the house.
- Good.

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Janet wanted to come.

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When you're in college,
it'll be her turn.

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Dreaming of warmth?
Dream with the Everly Brothers.

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- Good, that's our song!
- Great! Ready? One, two:

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Pop, this is it! Pull over.

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The big one, there. See?

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I'll buy that for you when I'm rich.

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- I bet you will.
- Mom and sis would like it.

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You know what you want for Christmas?

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You want the bike, right?

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It's the bike. But you think
it's too expensive.

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See, I know how you think.

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Speak up. If you don't ask for
anything, it's what you get, nothing.

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Okay.

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There's this guy, Billy Schnar,
he's really cute.

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Billy Schnar?

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We're the smartest in class.
You know who he likes? Guess!

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- Who?
- Melissa Thomas, you know her?

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The one with braces and ugly red hair.

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She thought Israel was in Europe.
You know why he likes her? Guess!

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- Because she's stupid.
- No, because she's got boobs!

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Or it looks like she does,
but she doesn't. She wears a bra...

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which squishes her fat together...

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and makes her look like
she has big boobs.

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Pop, I'm gonna die
if I don't marry Billy Schnar.

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I'm gonna die all because
Melissa has boobs?

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That's just way too tragic,
even for Shakespeare.

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Okay, Pop, so that's why for
Christmas, I'd like a bra.

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To enhance what I got,
which is more than Melissa.

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- You're too young.
- Pop, you can't negotiate my boobs.

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Too young or not, I've got them.
I'm a woman.

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- It's hard to see through my clothes.
- Quiet!

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The answer is no.

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Keep your mind on books, not boys.

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moments like this.

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Why didn't he just get her the bra?
It's certainly cheaper than a bicycle.

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Parents and the damage they can do.

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Sometimes, it's endless.

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But she survived.
You know what they say:

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"That which doesn't kill you,
makes you want to die."

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If she was Southern,
she'd have turned life into a song.

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Since she's from Connecticut,
she turned it into a memoir.

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Someone wants to publish it,
if she clears one hurdle.

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So she called me for help.

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That's why this is a tough day
to tell her I'm leaving her.

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I can always tell when she's nervous.
She wears a lot of makeup.

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And today, she's packed on
an extra layer of nervous.

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Forty minutes late.
I'm not complaining.

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- It's just so unlike you.
- Sorry.

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We went off to solve the problem.
Her problem. Mine would have to wait.

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- What happened?
- You're cold, lean into the vent.

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Sorry.

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- Thanks for driving me to Wallingford.
- Just make it fast.

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If Ray doesn't sign,
they won't publish it.

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He will.

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- I know seeing Ray is hard for you.
- Seeing Ray doesn't bother me.

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It should. And I understand.

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I won't make myself nuts.
I'll stay calm and be positive.

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Good.

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Did I show you the galleys?

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It's starting to look
like a real book.

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- Did you just put spit in my hair?
- Yeah, I'm fixing it. Sorry.

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Just a little...

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Okay.

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I have a surprise for you.
I finished the dedication.

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"Of the many men who have come into my
life, there is finally one I trust."

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"Jason, this book is for you."

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Don't take this the wrong way...

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but don't dedicate the book to me.

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Let's just leave it at that.
Just don't.

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Fine. Fine. Great.

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I'm sorry, it is possible I have
my own stuff going on today.

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What? What is it?

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No. It's nothing.

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I'll get over it. Look, don't worry.

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I'm having a bad day.
What's one bad day, right?

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One day? Are you kidding?
Let me quote myself.

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"One day can make your life.
One day can ruin your life.

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All life is, is four or five big days
that change everything."

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Sky Barrister is my dreamboat!

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Sit down, you'll hurt yourself.
Be careful.

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- Tina, you need a little more rouge.
- I have some right here.

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Hey, Bev! Tina!

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- Where you going?
- We're going to a party!

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- Can we come?
- Sorry.

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She wouldn't let us come
to some party.

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Are we invited to this party?

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- They're Fay's friends.
- They're not.

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My parents are friends
with their parents.

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What's important is
Sky Barrister will be there.

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Sky has had his hands
in everything you got.

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And has a ton of your poems.
And does he call you once?

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No. Bev, you are truly a great person.

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But someone as conceited
as Sky won't see that.

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Because all he can see is himself.

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- You know I'm right.
- It's true, Bev.

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- Let me wear that dress.
- What?

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If I look half as beautiful
as you in that dress...

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Sky will have to notice me.

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- You can wear my dress.
- No.

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No, Bev. It won't fit.

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- You got to let me wear that dress.
- Why?

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Because I love you.

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- Please, please, please.
- All right.

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Put the top up!

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Look at all these new cars.
Tina, park in the street.

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Come on!

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- Did you take my scarf?
- I got it. You're sitting on my purse.

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Bobby will crash with his friend.
This dress is swimming on me.

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And don't blame me
if this party's boring and no fun.

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Fun? Fun?

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Fun is what you bring with you.

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- Do I have something in my braces?
- I don't know.

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There.

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- It's out.
- Yeah.

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Who invited her to my party?
Who? Did you? Did you?

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I invited Fay.

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The nose guard points to me,
like he's gonna hurt me.

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- Quick, give me that!
- They're stuffing themselves.

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- Guess it's what Bobby likes.
- Wonder what that feels like.

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- Are they even?
- I think so.

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- You could be with any girl here.
- Of course, I know that.

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I'm just a placekicker.

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Bobby, wait. Where are we going?

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- Come here.
- What?

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Mind if I sit?

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Great.

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- Who's that sitting on Kevin?
- Some townie.

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- Who'd you come with?
- Ray Hasek.

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- Him? Where is he?
- In the bathroom.

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Stay here.

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Hello, Sky.

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Tommy, why do you gotta
sneak up on people?

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You idiot. Shoot!

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Sorry, Bev. I didn't mean
to scare you.

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I'm sorry. I'm just completely
distracted at the moment.

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Don't talk right now.

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- Hungry?
- Sure.

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- You want some salt?
- Sure.

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I checked out F. Scott
Fitzgerald's stories...

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I'm doing something daring right now,
and I'm working up some optimism.

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- What are you doing?
- Nothing.

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- I'm just a big chicken.
- No, Bev.

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Someone once said a coward and a hero
have one thing in common: fear.

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You may be scared,
but you're no coward.

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I come off the field,
following me are scouts...

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from Notre Dame, Penn State,
Ohio State, all talking to me.

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So I'm like, "Alphabetical order."
So the guy from Penn State is first...

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Sky, wouldn't Notre Dame be first
if it's alphabetical order?

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- Hi, Sky.
- Hi!

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Here.

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Don't open it now.

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- Read it later when you can.
- Later when I can.

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Read it.

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"Silver buttons of night's
velvet dress unbuttoned...

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to reveal my simple universe
and our heavenly touch."

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The last one was about her legs
trembling and heaving bosom.

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- She loves you.
- Bev!

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I like the poem, Bev! Bev!

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- Don't open that door!
- Okay.

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Is everything all right?

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Can I have a cigarette?

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You're blowing it out.

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You're blowing it out.
Don't breathe out. You do it.

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I know you. You were in the play
at the high school.

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You're Fay's friend.
You're the smart one.

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I'm Ray Hasek.

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Bobby's friend.

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Fay made us go because she painted
all the background stuff. Remember?

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- You were the girl.
- Juliet.

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Yeah!

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You were beautiful.

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I told Bobby, "You watch,
that girl's gonna be something."

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- That's what I said.
- I write my own stuff too.

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- And I'm probably gonna go to NYU.
- I'm sorry.

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But no, that's good. Wow.

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Look, I know it's none of my business,
but why are you crying?

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Because of this guy.

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He said very personal stuff about me
in front of everyone.

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But the poem was good.
I think it'll hit him on the way home.

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Wait. Who is this guy?

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Sky Barrister.

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Yeah. I know that asshole.

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I'll go tell him not
to say stuff about you.

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He's very handsome,
so don't hit him in the face.

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What is she still doing here?

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She's blond, 26.

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And who's that? I didn't invite him.

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- Hey, Sky.
- What's going on?

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Hit me. Right here.

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No, man! Hit me right here!

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No! Come on, hit me!

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- My hand!
- Sky!

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- See? He came in, I went down.
- It's broken!

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- There goes the season!
- Come on. Come on!

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Let's get him!

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- Thanks, Tommy.
- See you Monday, Bev.

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- Out of the way, Tommy!
- Go, go, go!

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Get in the car!

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- Let's go!
- Get in the car!

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- I go down and...
- Get in the car!

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- We forgot Tina!
- She's got her own car.

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Tommy's car's blocking the way.
Go, Bobby!

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- Bev, can you hop in front, please?
- All right.

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This is Bobby's and my favorite spot.

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Ray, take her. Come here, you.

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- Bev, get in front with Ray.
- I'm going.

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Come here, sweetie.

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Come on, babe. You know
I'm heading out to basic. Please!

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God, I'm gonna miss you so much.

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Thanks.

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Thanks for doing that
for me back there.

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- Does your head hurt?
- No.

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My father always said
that my head was like a rock.

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He broke his hand twice on it.

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What's in your chest?
What is this?

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- It's Bev's dress. It's too big.
- Sweetie.

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It didn't look right on me.

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- How come I never see you in school?
- I don't go.

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- Don't your parents care?
- There's a lot of it!

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My...

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pop, he got drunk and died fishing.

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And Ma, she doesn't want me
hanging around my sister.

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She thinks I'm bad like my brother.

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So you're all alone.
You don't have anybody.

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Well, there's Lizzard, he's a friend.

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And I got Bobby. He's like family.

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- What you doing?
- Spelling my name in hickies.

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Just your first name.

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- Let's get you home.
- Stop!

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- My knee!
- Are you okay?

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I don't wanna go home yet.

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But, I...

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Listen. Don't.

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Beverly, listen. You shouldn't get
mixed up with me. I'm no good.

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You were good to me.

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Open your eyes.
Don't take them off of me.

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Cool.

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Don't. What are you doing?

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- You better stop laughing.
- Leave me alone, Fay.

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God bless you.

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What is that?

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What the heck is this?

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- Bev, stop laughing. Give me my shoes.
- Ray. Ray!

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- It's her father.
- I'm looking. I found one.

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It's your father!

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- Pete, we're taking them in.
- What?!

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Sorry, Daddy.

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What happened to your dress?

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- You won't see that girl again.
- You can't be trusted.

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What? Are you chewing?
Say it again.

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I'll call you back.

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Look at you. For God's sake,
button your blouse.

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- What happened to you?
- Nothing. I'm still the same.

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You know that guy's brother got
sent up for robbery?

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Yes, but he's doing well in prison.
He's learning a trade.

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All we were doing was making out.

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I just met him.
I'd never go past second base.

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Which means nothing below the waist.
My waist, not his.

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You're home. Get out.

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Pop, I swear, nothing happened.

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Look at that guy. He's so hot!

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- Wait.
- No.

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I had to run out. Jason, if it's you,
say something great.

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It's me.

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The last two weeks
have changed my life.

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I'm not involved with her.
I had to do this just one day.

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I'm gonna tell her
about us this morning.

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This afternoon, tops. I swear I'll
be back by 6:00 tonight...

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and you and I are on that plane.

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And, okay, here goes. Amelia...

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I love you.

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That girlfriend of yours
sure likes that horn.

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She's not my girlfriend.

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- She's my mother.
- Your mother?

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Kill me, Fay,
because I want to die!

25:42.563 --> 25:46.691
I want to be dead!
That's not too much to ask for.

25:46.901 --> 25:50.685
How will I tell my parents?
We can't talk about anything.

25:50.905 --> 25:54.855
How am I supposed to tell them
I committed a mortal sin?!

25:55.076 --> 25:58.077
Okay! I know, I understand.

25:58.287 --> 26:00.825
Calm down. We'll practice.

26:01.082 --> 26:06.669
Pretend I'm your parents. Say what
you'll say. You'll get through it.

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Tell me like you would tell them.

26:13.261 --> 26:16.760
- Mom. Pop.
- Yeah?

26:19.934 --> 26:23.979
- I don't know how to tell you this.
- But...?

26:25.273 --> 26:28.938
- I'm pregnant.
- My daughter's a tramp.

26:29.861 --> 26:33.693
My daughter is a tramp!
My daughter's a tramp!

26:33.907 --> 26:37.074
You're 15 years old!
How could you do this?

26:37.285 --> 26:40.868
You make me sick to my stomach!
Just take my gun!

26:41.081 --> 26:46.953
Take my gun and shoot me in the head,
tramp! I wish you were never born!

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Okay, go.

26:54.136 --> 26:56.294
You can do it.

26:59.308 --> 27:03.555
- Maybe you should tell Ray first.
- Okay.

27:05.981 --> 27:10.275
In Puerto Rico you can get rid of it,
but I don't have any money.

27:10.486 --> 27:13.653
- Do you have any money?
- No.

27:17.159 --> 27:18.570
That's it, then.

27:18.786 --> 27:21.740
"I have to throw myself
at my parents" mercy.

27:22.790 --> 27:27.452
If they help me take care of the baby,
I can get a job and save money.

27:27.670 --> 27:29.295
That'd be good.

27:29.505 --> 27:33.254
Then I could move to New York,
get a job at a newspaper.

27:33.468 --> 27:37.797
- Nothing big, something small.
- I can't. Wait! New York?

27:38.348 --> 27:39.758
Bev...

27:40.516 --> 27:43.090
- what about me?
- What about you?

27:44.020 --> 27:45.811
Well...

27:47.690 --> 27:50.264
I love you. A lot.

27:50.944 --> 27:52.687
What, Bev?

27:52.904 --> 27:55.110
What are you talking about?!

27:56.032 --> 27:58.321
What?

27:59.035 --> 28:03.282
- Why is this happening to me?
- Bev, I'm sorry. Come on.

28:03.498 --> 28:06.618
My life is over! I might as well jump!

28:06.835 --> 28:09.124
What are you doing? Come on.

28:09.379 --> 28:12.214
We've been going out. I mean...

28:12.591 --> 28:14.583
do you love me?

28:17.804 --> 28:21.933
- It was summer.
- Yeah, but do...?

28:22.267 --> 28:25.636
You're not the guy
I'm supposed to end up with.

28:27.731 --> 28:29.854
It would derail my life.

28:30.401 --> 28:33.236
Bev, look at me. Bev!

28:33.445 --> 28:35.817
Okay, look. Maybe...

28:36.740 --> 28:41.782
you're not supposed to end up with
me. But I'll make you happy. I swear.

28:42.538 --> 28:47.200
If you married me,
I would cherish you...

28:47.418 --> 28:50.869
for all the time, till death.
Till I die.

28:51.088 --> 28:53.211
Till death. For the...

28:53.424 --> 28:57.291
I may not be the perfect guy
in a lot of ways...

28:57.637 --> 29:01.931
but I'm the right guy
because nobody will love you like me.

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Please marry me.
Because I'm shit without you.

29:16.447 --> 29:18.570
How romantic.

29:18.783 --> 29:22.863
A marriage proposal
that contains the word "shit."

29:23.371 --> 29:25.411
Sorry.

29:25.749 --> 29:28.999
Okay, just hold on, Fay.
Janet, door.

29:29.210 --> 29:31.417
Can you believe he did that?

29:31.671 --> 29:37.425
I swear, I would rather die than marry
Ray. I don't care what my father says.

29:38.970 --> 29:40.714
Bev...

29:40.931 --> 29:44.596
I know this sounds horrible...

29:45.102 --> 29:50.060
but my aunt fell down the stairs
when she was preg... You know.

29:50.274 --> 29:52.646
And she...

29:52.860 --> 29:54.936
you know.

29:55.154 --> 29:59.021
And I thought maybe you could...
You know?

29:59.700 --> 30:01.609
Good night, Fay.

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Janet?

30:09.126 --> 30:13.705
I'll give you five bucks
if you throw me down the stairs.

30:15.007 --> 30:16.667
No!

30:17.093 --> 30:20.426
Janet? You'd better be asleep!

30:58.802 --> 31:00.130
What was that?

31:00.470 --> 31:02.130
What are they doing?

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I don't know.

31:03.974 --> 31:06.346
- What are you doing?
- Nothing.

31:18.363 --> 31:20.237
Dear Mom and Pop:

31:20.657 --> 31:24.821
The prospect of you reading this
so shatters me that...

31:25.120 --> 31:27.196
I'm a stranger to myself.

31:28.707 --> 31:33.665
Y our fears over my behavior,
which I thought unreasonable...

31:34.004 --> 31:36.709
seem now the stuff of wisdom.

31:37.049 --> 31:41.261
I have terrible news
I've been withholding from you.

31:41.720 --> 31:44.887
"But, like poison
from an adder's tongue..."

31:45.558 --> 31:47.597
I have to spit it out.

31:50.187 --> 31:52.014
"I am pregnant."

31:52.440 --> 31:55.227
Wow. That's really good writing.

31:56.193 --> 31:58.067
- Yeah?
- Yeah.

31:59.447 --> 32:01.404
There's more.

32:02.575 --> 32:07.367
Perhaps after the anger,
which you have every right to feel...

32:07.914 --> 32:11.781
you will remember
I am the daughter you loved.

32:12.085 --> 32:13.627
Beverly.

32:17.757 --> 32:22.466
This is what we'll do. She'll go
to school until she starts to show.

32:23.221 --> 32:25.593
Then she'll get
her equivalency.

32:25.974 --> 32:28.465
Then she'll get
a job as a secretary.

32:29.019 --> 32:33.266
After they're married,
they'll move into the rec room. Right?

32:33.815 --> 32:36.769
That's not the plan
I have in mind.

32:39.696 --> 32:42.650
I've decided what's best
for my future...

32:43.325 --> 32:45.816
is not getting married.

32:46.703 --> 32:50.867
As you can see from my letter,
I have a flair for writing.

32:51.291 --> 32:53.996
- So my plan is...
- Plan?

32:54.795 --> 32:55.957
You have a plan?

32:58.006 --> 32:59.584
You have a plan.

33:00.217 --> 33:02.174
Well, I had a plan too.

33:03.721 --> 33:07.884
I was gonna work hard,
raise a good family...

33:08.559 --> 33:10.516
hold my head up proud.

33:11.896 --> 33:13.224
That plan's dead.

33:15.900 --> 33:17.310
Know what I thought?

33:18.694 --> 33:20.651
No. No, I better not.

33:24.408 --> 33:28.869
Go ahead.
Say whatever you want.

33:33.668 --> 33:35.210
You were special.

33:37.213 --> 33:39.087
And you ruined your life.

33:41.217 --> 33:42.711
And you broke my heart.

33:53.813 --> 33:55.224
I just...

33:55.774 --> 33:57.232
Say something.

34:05.534 --> 34:07.526
Leo, it'll be okay.

34:07.911 --> 34:09.820
Don't cry, Pop. Please.

34:10.580 --> 34:14.080
Mom's right.
Everything will be okay.

34:15.419 --> 34:17.458
We're gonna get married...

34:18.630 --> 34:20.374
because we're in love...

34:21.925 --> 34:24.214
and we're gonna get married.

34:29.224 --> 34:30.683
Excuse me!

34:31.268 --> 34:33.973
- You're late.
- You know my parents.

34:34.229 --> 34:35.889
I had to sneak out.

34:36.148 --> 34:37.559
- Are you okay?
- Yeah.

34:37.942 --> 34:41.726
- What's the shoe polish for?
- Decorating the car, silly.

34:43.155 --> 34:46.240
I got her some Green Stamps.
I hope it's okay.

34:46.450 --> 34:48.277
Please, stand still.

34:48.661 --> 34:49.941
- Sexy.
- Stop it.

34:50.162 --> 34:51.407
Stop hitting her.

34:51.998 --> 34:54.286
- Come on. I can't get it.
- Please!

34:55.001 --> 34:57.871
- Stop moving around. You ready?
- Stop!

34:58.087 --> 34:59.747
All right? Do I got it?

34:59.964 --> 35:03.796
- Take the picture!
- Don't yell in front of the church!

35:04.093 --> 35:06.300
Take the picture, will you?!

35:06.804 --> 35:09.295
- Everybody stand still.
- My baby.

35:10.683 --> 35:12.261
That was a good one.

35:12.810 --> 35:14.969
- Can I have some more?
- Yeah.

35:22.028 --> 35:25.896
- Can we get some more wine, please?
- Don't!

35:29.995 --> 35:31.619
Sorry.

35:31.830 --> 35:34.321
Okay, this is for Bobby.

35:53.852 --> 35:55.845
- Say something.
- I got it.

36:00.776 --> 36:03.184
- This is a wedding.
- Let her finish!

36:03.487 --> 36:04.862
Thank you. I'm sorry.

36:05.072 --> 36:07.230
Save it for the Vietnamese.

36:07.449 --> 36:10.949
- I love you, Bobby.
- I love you too.

36:17.752 --> 36:20.871
When I get back,
we're starting our own garage.

36:21.088 --> 36:25.133
Cars, bikes,
I'm thinking maybe even trucks.

36:25.343 --> 36:26.753
- Yeah?
- Yeah!

36:29.388 --> 36:32.473
That's great!
Because between you and me...

36:33.726 --> 36:38.056
I had no idea
how I was gonna make a living.

36:39.315 --> 36:42.067
- Lovely affair.
- Thanks. They need it.

36:42.443 --> 36:44.732
No, give it to Teresa.

36:44.946 --> 36:48.397
- She can't hear.
- To Teresa! I'll keep it.

36:48.658 --> 36:50.236
- No!
- Give me that!

36:55.415 --> 36:58.748
Thank you.
I really like the macaroni salad.

37:05.759 --> 37:07.253
Watch this. Go!

37:09.262 --> 37:11.054
Bev, look at Tina.

37:11.431 --> 37:12.712
And Kevin.

37:21.441 --> 37:23.066
She loves to dance.

37:26.446 --> 37:28.273
Beautiful.

37:31.118 --> 37:32.696
Janet, you were great.

37:33.954 --> 37:36.576
- Thank you.
- Thank you, Tony.

37:36.957 --> 37:41.287
Thank you. We're going to take
an intermission to eat.

37:41.629 --> 37:44.962
We'll be back. Thank you very much.

37:47.635 --> 37:50.090
You should have danced.

37:52.306 --> 37:54.263
What's the matter?

37:54.976 --> 37:56.470
What?

37:56.686 --> 37:59.936
My father never asked me to dance.

38:00.314 --> 38:03.481
He's embarrassed to be seen with me.

38:04.235 --> 38:05.563
You're crazy.

38:06.320 --> 38:08.776
Nobody's ashamed
to be seen with you.

38:08.990 --> 38:11.991
How come no one's come to say hi?

38:12.201 --> 38:15.985
I'm the bride. The only person
to even look at me...

38:16.206 --> 38:20.951
is crazy Aunt Mildy, who's
calling me Agnes, my dead cousin.

38:21.169 --> 38:23.162
- Agnes!
- Hi, Mildy.

38:24.506 --> 38:25.964
- Know what?
- I love you!

38:26.341 --> 38:29.295
Who cares about them? Right?

38:30.220 --> 38:33.221
No, I know what's gonna happen.

38:33.515 --> 38:38.509
When you graduate, you'll get sent
to a fancy school. I'll be alone.

38:40.689 --> 38:42.646
With a kid.

38:42.858 --> 38:45.265
- Let's hear a speech.
- Good idea!

38:45.527 --> 38:48.362
- Speech! Speech!
- Tony, drum roll.

38:48.572 --> 38:50.031
All right!

38:58.707 --> 39:03.416
There are times in a man's life
when there is cause to celebrate.

39:04.296 --> 39:07.879
- See?
- And finding friends is easy.

39:09.718 --> 39:12.340
But then there are times like this.

39:12.596 --> 39:17.223
And if people are still there,
those are his real friends.

39:18.561 --> 39:20.434
His real family.

39:22.106 --> 39:24.858
We all know what brought us here.

39:25.735 --> 39:30.313
And the fact you still
saw it in your hearts to come...

39:34.243 --> 39:35.786
Well, you're in my...

39:37.789 --> 39:40.077
my heart forever.

39:41.876 --> 39:45.625
- Salud.
- Salud!

39:47.590 --> 39:51.505
Now you can go back and eat.
And finish eating.

39:55.640 --> 39:57.633
- Wasn't that nice?
- Beautiful!

39:57.976 --> 40:00.265
- Beautiful!
- Thanks. Sit down.

40:04.107 --> 40:06.728
She's not gonna sing again, is she?

40:09.613 --> 40:11.107
Hi.

40:11.782 --> 40:14.107
My name is Fay.

40:14.868 --> 40:17.441
And I'm Bev's best friend.

40:19.498 --> 40:21.704
I just wanted to say...

40:22.376 --> 40:25.460
how beautiful Bev looks tonight.

40:25.671 --> 40:28.791
And to wish her
all the happiness in the world.

40:29.675 --> 40:34.384
Now that I've said it,
maybe one of you could say it too.

40:37.057 --> 40:42.396
Sitting over there is a girl who
has a light around her.

40:42.646 --> 40:43.975
It's the chair.

40:44.231 --> 40:48.181
When you're near her,
something ex citing will happen.

40:48.652 --> 40:52.484
If you think you deserve a medal
for being here...

40:52.698 --> 40:54.655
due to the circumstances...

40:54.867 --> 40:58.651
- That's enough...
- No. Wait, I'm not finished yet.

40:59.330 --> 41:04.206
If you're so great for being here,
don't talk to me, either.

41:04.961 --> 41:06.455
Okay?

41:10.425 --> 41:12.417
Because I'm pregnant too.

41:16.014 --> 41:17.472
She's what?

41:17.724 --> 41:19.348
- Congratulations.
- Really?

41:19.809 --> 41:21.802
- Did you know?
- No.

41:22.520 --> 41:24.180
It's an epidemic.

41:24.397 --> 41:26.022
Go back to eating now.

41:26.524 --> 41:28.067
Salud.

41:28.276 --> 41:30.946
- Tony!
- Come on, put the food down.

41:33.865 --> 41:37.993
Zippy, ask your cousin to dance.
Janet, dance with Zippy.

41:38.203 --> 41:40.030
I don't know what to say.

41:41.748 --> 41:44.204
- Swear you're not joking.
- I swear.

41:44.543 --> 41:46.535
I found out two days ago.

41:47.170 --> 41:49.543
I had to tell Bobby first.
Sorry.

41:49.756 --> 41:53.256
- It's okay.
- It's not. There's no ceremony.

41:53.468 --> 41:56.386
We're getting married
before he ships out.

41:56.597 --> 42:00.215
My father wanted me
to live with my brother...

42:00.476 --> 42:04.556
and put the baby up for adoption,
but Mom said no.

42:04.772 --> 42:06.811
That's what's going on.

42:09.068 --> 42:11.641
We're gonna be pregnant together!

42:13.405 --> 42:16.110
And we're both gonna have girls!

42:18.285 --> 42:21.370
And they're gonna be just like us!

42:30.423 --> 42:32.499
She's crazy.

42:35.845 --> 42:37.754
- Keep them closed!
- All right.

42:38.097 --> 42:40.553
- Where are we? Fay?
- No peeking.

42:41.184 --> 42:43.260
- I'm right here.
- You coming?

42:43.561 --> 42:47.096
You want to come in? Bobby!

42:47.649 --> 42:49.107
Fay Forrester!

42:49.609 --> 42:51.436
I'll write from Vietnam!

42:51.653 --> 42:54.654
They had to leave.
Keep going.

42:54.989 --> 42:57.777
Keep them closed.

42:57.993 --> 43:01.159
- Keep them closed.
- What are you doing?

43:01.788 --> 43:03.448
Bend the knee.

43:04.916 --> 43:07.621
- My God. All right.
- Okay.

43:08.628 --> 43:10.751
Keep them closed.
All right.

43:10.964 --> 43:12.921
- I'm caught.
- It's all right.

43:13.133 --> 43:17.427
- Where are we going?
- Don't open them until I say.

43:17.846 --> 43:19.506
Okay!

43:21.308 --> 43:23.301
Okay, open your eyes!

43:24.853 --> 43:27.012
Open your eyes, come on.

43:35.114 --> 43:37.486
- What is it?
- What is it?

43:37.700 --> 43:41.697
This is our place!
This is where we're gonna live!

43:41.912 --> 43:44.747
- How'd you do this?
- I talked to your father.

43:44.957 --> 43:47.626
He got us public housing.

43:47.877 --> 43:49.287
He helped you?

43:50.337 --> 43:54.798
Us. I think he was glad
that I came to him.

43:55.051 --> 43:59.463
I figured you didn't want
to be under their rules anymore.

43:59.680 --> 44:02.634
Look. This is a great stove. Really.

44:02.850 --> 44:06.895
It goes all the way to 550.
That's like lava. Hot.

44:08.356 --> 44:10.395
Close your eyes.

44:12.193 --> 44:13.687
Okay.

44:14.696 --> 44:20.034
Very few people in my life
have treated me as good as you do.

44:20.243 --> 44:23.030
That has to mean
something good, right?

44:23.246 --> 44:25.037
I don't know.

44:27.208 --> 44:32.630
Tonight I have an amazing feeling,
like everything's gonna be okay.

44:34.382 --> 44:36.256
And...

44:40.388 --> 44:42.298
I'm done.

44:48.897 --> 44:52.017
Our own home.

44:52.234 --> 44:56.860
- Ray, this is going to be so much fun!
- It's good?

44:57.072 --> 45:01.568
My God! I can't believe it!
No parents! Our own house!

45:02.703 --> 45:06.202
Last night, I fought Ray
for the last piece of chicken.

45:06.415 --> 45:09.582
I said, "If you don't let go,
I'll kill you!"

45:09.793 --> 45:12.581
I'm starting to scare myself, Fay.

45:12.796 --> 45:16.212
It's good Bobby's away
because I get all the food.

45:16.467 --> 45:21.259
No fights. It's a better marriage
because of it. You okay?

45:21.806 --> 45:23.597
She's kicking.

45:24.100 --> 45:25.760
Mine too.

45:25.977 --> 45:28.265
Let's let them play together.

45:32.441 --> 45:34.767
Beverly! Fay!

45:35.069 --> 45:36.694
- Hi, Tina.
- Tina!

45:37.321 --> 45:39.813
We're on our way to junior prom.

45:40.283 --> 45:42.441
I'll tell you all about it.

45:42.660 --> 45:45.032
- Bye, girls!
- You got really big.

45:45.246 --> 45:48.164
That was genuinely insensitive!

45:50.627 --> 45:54.126
It's hot, I know.
I'm doing the floor.

45:57.801 --> 46:02.261
Where is he? He was supposed to
be here three hours ago.

46:02.722 --> 46:08.061
- I missed my appointment.
- What'll they say that's new?

46:09.146 --> 46:13.724
I'm two weeks late.
Why won't this thing come out?!

46:14.067 --> 46:16.641
That "thing" is very smart.

46:16.945 --> 46:19.697
It's not coming out
until you're ready.

46:21.074 --> 46:23.744
What are you doing?
You're making a mess.

46:30.751 --> 46:32.578
Pull. Pull.

46:35.172 --> 46:37.378
I'll clean it up.

46:38.175 --> 46:41.876
- You're three hours late!
- I'm sorry.

46:42.179 --> 46:43.673
- You're drunk.
- No.

46:43.973 --> 46:48.385
- You were with Lizzard!
- No! My boss.

46:50.104 --> 46:51.432
Bev, come on.

46:51.689 --> 46:53.064
Bev.

46:53.399 --> 46:54.977
What are you doing?

46:55.192 --> 46:56.770
I'm locking him out!

46:57.028 --> 47:00.942
Come on!
Open up or else I'll...

47:01.199 --> 47:04.817
What? Break it down?
You'll break your neck.

47:05.077 --> 47:06.536
Enough of this.

47:06.913 --> 47:09.914
- Where are you going?
- I'm not staying.

47:13.086 --> 47:16.621
I didn't break my neck.
Hi, Ma.

47:16.881 --> 47:18.625
- Hi, Raymond.
- You idiot!

47:18.842 --> 47:23.171
We can't afford a crib,
and you broke the window!

47:23.388 --> 47:26.757
What am I supposed to do?
Tell my boss that...

47:27.058 --> 47:28.718
Raymond.

47:29.060 --> 47:31.267
You're bleeding.

47:31.771 --> 47:33.100
I'm bleeding!

47:34.316 --> 47:38.064
You're getting it on the floor.
And on the wall!

47:38.361 --> 47:40.354
- Stop bleeding!
- I'm trying!

47:40.655 --> 47:43.229
- Stop bleeding!
- Shut up.

47:43.575 --> 47:46.244
Start moving.
Come on!

47:46.453 --> 47:50.782
Get some peroxide and toilet paper.
Hurry up!

47:50.999 --> 47:53.407
- Is there glass in there?
- No!

47:53.627 --> 47:56.961
Waddle quicker!
He's bleeding to death!

47:57.339 --> 47:58.917
Hold it tight.

48:01.176 --> 48:03.632
It was my boss.
I had to go.

48:03.929 --> 48:05.756
Raymond?
Look at me.

48:06.265 --> 48:09.100
You're the man of this house.

48:09.351 --> 48:14.476
Bring home the bacon.
If you say you'll be here, be here!

48:14.732 --> 48:16.938
- No lying, no drinking!
- Mom!

48:17.151 --> 48:19.523
- What?
- Help!

48:19.737 --> 48:21.528
Help! Come on!

48:23.532 --> 48:24.528
What?

48:26.827 --> 48:28.820
What's happening?

48:31.791 --> 48:33.285
Bev.

48:34.335 --> 48:37.834
- Your water broke.
- What?

48:38.965 --> 48:41.835
Is that supposed to happen?

48:42.719 --> 48:46.633
- I'm so excited.
- This is so gross.

48:56.066 --> 49:00.015
Hello, beautiful.
Hello, beautiful baby.

49:00.362 --> 49:04.406
Is this the most
beautiful baby you've ever seen?

49:05.158 --> 49:09.488
I'm serious. Is this the most
beautiful baby you've seen?

49:09.871 --> 49:12.706
Well, to be honest, yeah.

49:13.583 --> 49:17.035
Let's go see Bev.
She wants to see you.

49:17.421 --> 49:19.378
Come on, it'll be fun.

49:20.007 --> 49:24.633
Mommy's 15, Daddy's a moron,
and they want us to celebrate.

49:24.928 --> 49:26.209
We know better.

49:26.513 --> 49:29.087
I'll be back later.
Come on, Leo.

49:29.349 --> 49:32.267
For the record,
I'm on your side.

49:47.701 --> 49:50.406
Mr. and Mrs. Hasek,
I have your baby.

49:50.788 --> 49:53.540
Hey, can you wait one second?

49:56.168 --> 49:57.413
Hey, Bev.

50:01.174 --> 50:03.712
I'm sorry I broke your water.

50:04.260 --> 50:07.629
Nothing like that
will ever happen again.

50:07.930 --> 50:12.391
No more drinking.
No more forgetting.

50:12.810 --> 50:15.728
I'm gonna be good, okay?

50:17.398 --> 50:20.020
I love you so much.

50:35.625 --> 50:40.122
This is one of the most beautiful
baby boys I've ever seen.

50:40.464 --> 50:43.215
I didn't have a boy,
I had a girl.

50:43.425 --> 50:46.758
No, we had a boy.
Don't you remember?

50:49.431 --> 50:51.969
I told Fay we'd both have girls...

50:52.226 --> 50:55.180
and they'd be just like us.

50:55.687 --> 50:58.095
No, we had a boy.

50:58.482 --> 51:02.100
He's going to grow up
and be just like me.

51:03.654 --> 51:06.655
Try feeding him for a little while.

51:06.991 --> 51:10.194
I'll be back in 20 minutes.

51:12.204 --> 51:13.829
I'll try.

51:20.337 --> 51:21.998
It's a boy.

51:24.675 --> 51:28.293
- It sure is.
- It's a boy.

51:32.016 --> 51:33.843
No!

51:39.691 --> 51:43.060
Hydrogen, helium,
lithium, beryllium...

51:43.319 --> 51:46.356
We're gonna get a good one.
Ready?

51:46.656 --> 51:49.194
Hold that! Ready?
Click.

51:49.742 --> 51:53.491
Jason and Amelia,
sitting in a tree...

51:54.372 --> 51:58.204
while Bev is getting
her high school degree.

52:06.301 --> 52:08.044
I'm trying to study.

52:08.678 --> 52:12.178
Ten more minutes.
Be quiet for a minute.

52:12.516 --> 52:14.058
Jason, God!

52:14.434 --> 52:16.343
Can't he hit the bowl?

52:21.525 --> 52:23.399
You're distracting me.

52:24.736 --> 52:26.065
Ma!

52:27.865 --> 52:30.866
- What?
- Jason won't leave me alone!

52:31.243 --> 52:33.283
You're his mother.

52:33.787 --> 52:38.248
I got four weeks to study
for the SAT, for the scholarship.

52:38.959 --> 52:42.375
I know you're smart,
and you have dreams.

52:42.671 --> 52:44.331
But you need a job.

52:44.548 --> 52:47.466
This one pays for living expenses.

52:50.304 --> 52:54.302
I told you to change his diaper
an hour ago.

52:54.892 --> 52:57.051
He loves when you do it.

52:58.104 --> 53:00.809
- I have to iron now.
- Ma!

53:01.107 --> 53:02.305
Change it!

53:02.942 --> 53:04.769
Mommy has to study.

53:04.986 --> 53:08.936
I'm doing everything I can
to get us out of here.

53:10.074 --> 53:12.114
Mr. Stinky Pants.

53:14.329 --> 53:15.739
What happened?

53:17.123 --> 53:18.582
What?!

53:19.792 --> 53:21.453
What happened?

53:22.170 --> 53:24.127
He peed in my mouth!

53:31.304 --> 53:32.964
Come here, Jason.

53:33.306 --> 53:35.180
Come on, big boy.

53:37.185 --> 53:39.427
Jason, God bless you.

53:39.771 --> 53:44.813
You make your grandma so happy.
Mommy pee-pee mouth.

53:46.945 --> 53:49.863
- I'll get this one.
- What do I do?

53:51.700 --> 53:53.858
Let's throw some more.

53:54.161 --> 53:55.323
Check it out.

53:56.038 --> 54:01.032
- I don't have any rocks.
- You don't need rocks after this.

54:03.337 --> 54:05.709
Yeah! All right!

54:05.923 --> 54:09.671
You okay?
How long you been sick?

54:10.511 --> 54:12.135
About ten...

54:17.017 --> 54:20.018
Hey, Al, I'm done for the day.

54:21.188 --> 54:22.766
All right, man.

54:23.065 --> 54:25.983
- See you tomorrow.
- On time, okay?

54:36.871 --> 54:41.533
- I see it.
- That's because we screwed up.

54:42.502 --> 54:44.162
I said to him:

54:45.380 --> 54:47.088
"B-O-B-B-Y...

54:47.674 --> 54:52.419
if you re-enlist,
I want a D-I-V-O-R-C-E."

54:53.680 --> 54:56.597
I got the guts to say it.

54:56.891 --> 54:58.599
Know what he said?

55:00.895 --> 55:02.390
He wanted one too.

55:05.567 --> 55:08.236
Sorry to bother you with this.

55:08.528 --> 55:10.900
Mom, we're stuck.

55:11.281 --> 55:13.902
He's met some girl named Monsoon.

55:14.576 --> 55:17.577
I'm here, taking care of our kid...

55:17.871 --> 55:21.454
he's on some beach,
falling in love with Monsoon.

55:21.667 --> 55:24.122
What kind of name is Monsoon?

55:24.461 --> 55:26.703
- Good.
- That's good?

55:26.922 --> 55:29.211
We know Bobby's not coming back.

55:29.508 --> 55:34.253
- What're you gonna do with your life?
- I don't know.

55:34.471 --> 55:35.752
Mommy!

55:37.308 --> 55:41.305
Fay has bigger problems right now.
Be considerate.

55:42.771 --> 55:44.100
What am I gonna do?

55:44.482 --> 55:47.566
You're a great artist.
Do something with that.

55:47.777 --> 55:51.228
- Like what?
- Like me and my scholarship.

55:51.614 --> 55:55.398
- I'm not as smart as you.
- I'll help you.

55:56.410 --> 56:00.111
- Just you and me.
- It's always you and me.

56:04.168 --> 56:05.627
Yeah!

56:07.755 --> 56:10.673
I can wear it and return it.

56:17.640 --> 56:19.597
Can you finish me up?

56:22.145 --> 56:23.473
Perfume.

56:25.648 --> 56:27.558
Ready, go.

56:27.776 --> 56:29.768
Okay, put it down.

56:38.703 --> 56:40.114
Come on.

56:42.666 --> 56:46.450
- How do I look?
- You look beautiful, Mommy.

56:47.337 --> 56:50.007
No, say that I look smart.

56:50.632 --> 56:53.503
You look smart, Mommy.
You do.

56:53.802 --> 56:55.213
Thank you.

56:55.512 --> 56:58.347
I'm going to drop you off
with Daddy.

56:59.183 --> 57:01.140
And then Mommy...

57:02.144 --> 57:06.356
is gonna do something to change
the rest of our lives!

57:08.067 --> 57:09.691
Let's go!

57:12.821 --> 57:17.033
Stay with Daddy.
Later, we'll have a celebration.

57:19.036 --> 57:21.990
- Al, where's Ray?
- You tell me.

57:22.206 --> 57:24.744
He didn't show up for work.

57:25.376 --> 57:27.867
He comes and goes as he pleases.

57:28.671 --> 57:30.829
I can't believe this!

57:31.215 --> 57:34.382
- I want to stay with Daddy.
- He's not here.

57:34.635 --> 57:38.051
You have to come with me.
Get in the cab.

57:38.389 --> 57:41.260
- I want to play.
- You'll play later.

57:41.559 --> 57:44.181
- I want to play.
- It won't take long.

57:44.729 --> 57:48.015
Excuse me, where is
the interview room?

57:49.692 --> 57:51.068
Sorry.

57:53.196 --> 57:55.817
I called you for two reasons.

57:56.032 --> 58:00.528
One is to meet the girl
who wrote such a tremendous essay.

58:00.954 --> 58:05.699
The other is to compliment you
on your strong effort.

58:06.710 --> 58:10.410
It's down to seven girls.
You should be proud.

58:11.465 --> 58:12.627
Thank you.

58:12.883 --> 58:16.880
If you pick me,
I will not let you down.

58:17.220 --> 58:19.925
I'll be everything you're looking for.

58:27.064 --> 58:29.103
What I'm getting at...

58:29.983 --> 58:34.895
is we want to be very sure
that the person we give this to...

58:35.114 --> 58:38.732
will not only graduate,
but go to grad school...

58:38.951 --> 58:41.109
and not be someone who'll be...

58:43.706 --> 58:45.248
Distracted?

58:46.000 --> 58:47.624
- Yes.
- Not me.

58:47.877 --> 58:52.918
If you give me the scholarship,
it's like giving me my master's.

58:53.132 --> 58:55.588
Nothing gets in my way.

59:02.016 --> 59:04.803
You probably need to get going.

59:05.478 --> 59:07.269
We'll call when we know.

59:09.524 --> 59:11.433
When will you know?

59:12.819 --> 59:14.811
Two weeks.

59:15.822 --> 59:18.313
Nice meeting you, Mrs. Hasek.

59:19.158 --> 59:24.449
Don't make me go crazy for two weeks.
This means so much to me.

59:24.831 --> 59:25.946
Mr. Price...

59:28.126 --> 59:30.498
I'm not gonna get this, am I?

59:34.174 --> 59:35.834
I'm sorry, no.

59:36.218 --> 59:38.210
N-O. No.

59:52.734 --> 59:54.145
Daddy!

59:55.821 --> 59:59.819
- Hey, big guy.
- Come say hello to Uncle Lizzard.

01:00:00.909 --> 01:00:03.317
Look at you. Magazine.

01:00:05.956 --> 01:00:08.993
Why do I look like this today?

01:00:09.710 --> 01:00:12.913
Why do I look nice today?

01:00:15.049 --> 01:00:18.714
The most important day of my life?

01:00:22.765 --> 01:00:24.045
Yeah.

01:00:25.351 --> 01:00:27.509
Bev, I'm sorry.

01:00:27.812 --> 01:00:30.101
No, not sorry.
Where were you?

01:00:30.356 --> 01:00:33.725
- I was, I was at...
- No. Where were you?

01:00:34.861 --> 01:00:37.316
- I had...
- No.

01:00:38.781 --> 01:00:40.821
Where were you?

01:00:44.787 --> 01:00:48.619
- Say something.
- You can't hide behind Jason.

01:00:48.958 --> 01:00:52.125
- Yes, he can.
- I am invisible.

01:00:52.378 --> 01:00:57.124
- Help me out, boy.
- Hiding behind Jason won't work.

01:01:01.763 --> 01:01:03.471
Answer me.

01:01:07.769 --> 01:01:09.976
I forgot.

01:01:11.606 --> 01:01:14.394
You forgot?

01:01:15.610 --> 01:01:19.062
You forgot?
You forgot?!

01:01:19.865 --> 01:01:22.403
Haven't you had a dream?

01:01:23.160 --> 01:01:25.829
- Yeah.
- Shut up, Lizzard!

01:01:31.085 --> 01:01:34.335
I woke up this morning,
truly believing...

01:01:34.630 --> 01:01:39.091
that by this afternoon,
my life would be different.

01:01:39.593 --> 01:01:44.967
Not only because it was my dream,
but because I'd earned it.

01:01:45.266 --> 01:01:47.638
And now look at me.

01:01:48.644 --> 01:01:53.306
It's 4:00 in the afternoon,
and I'm just another housewife...

01:01:53.691 --> 01:01:58.187
yelling at her husband
in front of the neighbors.

01:01:58.863 --> 01:02:01.270
Yeah, that's me!

01:02:01.949 --> 01:02:04.701
Wonderful!
Thank you, Ray!

01:02:07.163 --> 01:02:09.120
You look smart, Mom.

01:02:10.500 --> 01:02:13.501
You do.
You look really smart.

01:02:13.836 --> 01:02:15.829
Come on, Bev.

01:02:16.464 --> 01:02:20.165
The whole college thing,
it'll work out.

01:02:22.137 --> 01:02:24.295
No, it won't.

01:02:28.184 --> 01:02:29.976
And I'll adjust.

01:02:37.027 --> 01:02:38.687
Should I have left?

01:02:43.992 --> 01:02:45.949
I can't do anything right!

01:02:46.161 --> 01:02:48.154
You better clean that up!

01:02:54.002 --> 01:02:57.371
It's family legend
and a huge deal in her book...

01:02:57.589 --> 01:03:00.127
the day she didn't get
her scholarship.

01:03:00.676 --> 01:03:03.083
To me it's not about Ray's mistake.

01:03:03.345 --> 01:03:05.753
It's about how my mere presence...

01:03:05.973 --> 01:03:09.389
forever crushed
all my mother's dreams.

01:03:11.604 --> 01:03:15.518
Is this a comfortable silence for you?

01:03:16.942 --> 01:03:18.353
Yes.

01:03:24.450 --> 01:03:29.242
Are we gonna do this all day?
You not telling me what's wrong.

01:03:34.418 --> 01:03:37.254
Okay, I'll tell you.

01:03:37.880 --> 01:03:40.039
But promise not to go crazy.

01:03:40.383 --> 01:03:41.877
I won't go crazy.

01:03:49.309 --> 01:03:51.597
I think I should transfer schools.

01:03:51.936 --> 01:03:55.768
Instead of NYU,
I think Indiana might be nice.

01:03:57.650 --> 01:03:59.892
- No.
- Let me finish! I've...

01:04:00.445 --> 01:04:03.612
I don't want to hear it.
The answer is no.

01:04:03.823 --> 01:04:06.231
Two years and you're finished.

01:04:07.285 --> 01:04:12.327
You'll be a college graduate.
You'll have the life I dreamed of.

01:04:15.419 --> 01:04:17.245
Vic, these are for Mimi.

01:04:18.630 --> 01:04:20.124
Hi, Bev.

01:04:20.507 --> 01:04:23.461
We'd like 17 deluxe
Delite burgers, please.

01:04:23.844 --> 01:04:26.417
No, make that twenty Delite fries.

01:04:26.763 --> 01:04:29.930
And 20 Delite cones.

01:04:32.603 --> 01:04:35.176
Eleven dollars.
Twenty fries.

01:04:35.439 --> 01:04:38.808
Looks like Bev finally found
a job that suits her.

01:04:45.324 --> 01:04:46.320
They're ready.

01:04:47.868 --> 01:04:50.157
Ready? Here you go.

01:04:51.539 --> 01:04:54.456
Hit it right there.
Hit the chief.

01:04:57.962 --> 01:04:59.290
Right here.

01:05:02.550 --> 01:05:06.548
Please, thank you.
No yelling.

01:05:08.222 --> 01:05:12.303
And smile, okay?
Even if she is a real bitch.

01:05:13.895 --> 01:05:17.180
Mrs. Forrester.
Nice to see you.

01:05:19.067 --> 01:05:20.644
Is Fay home?

01:05:21.861 --> 01:05:25.811
I swear, I haven't smiled in a month.

01:05:26.866 --> 01:05:30.650
Your mom taking the kids
to the movies is great.

01:05:30.870 --> 01:05:32.199
Shut the door.

01:05:35.542 --> 01:05:37.534
Play nice, kids.

01:05:41.339 --> 01:05:45.040
- What are these?
- Ray gave me two of them.

01:05:45.343 --> 01:05:48.380
What are they?
I don't want to see my skull.

01:05:49.222 --> 01:05:52.592
Ray always wants me
to take them with him.

01:05:52.851 --> 01:05:57.430
He says they're great to take
with someone you love and trust.

01:06:07.908 --> 01:06:09.817
- Fay?
- Yeah.

01:06:10.035 --> 01:06:15.374
- Do you love Amelia?
- Man, don't get heavy on me now.

01:06:15.583 --> 01:06:17.077
It's a real question.

01:06:17.793 --> 01:06:21.625
- We didn't pick this.
- Because we got knocked up?

01:06:23.382 --> 01:06:29.586
- Romance took a strange turn for us.
- Yeah, we got knocked up.

01:06:32.558 --> 01:06:36.603
I want to thank your mom.
Mrs. Forrester...

01:06:36.854 --> 01:06:42.145
I'd love to forgive each other for
whatever keeps us from being close.

01:06:42.735 --> 01:06:45.736
You've probably said
awful things about me.

01:06:46.072 --> 01:06:50.070
And you probably heard me
call you "ice crotch."

01:06:50.493 --> 01:06:54.443
- I thought you hated me.
- Amelia.

01:06:56.041 --> 01:07:00.916
- I'm taking Amelia to the movies.
- What about Jason?

01:07:01.129 --> 01:07:03.667
His mommy is leaving soon.

01:07:03.882 --> 01:07:07.832
I wouldn't want her to leave
without him. Let's go.

01:07:08.637 --> 01:07:10.297
Bye, sweetie.

01:07:10.639 --> 01:07:14.933
- She loved hearing that.
- It just fell out of my mouth.

01:07:18.772 --> 01:07:23.814
- Go inside and watch TV.
- I want to stay here with you.

01:07:24.111 --> 01:07:29.069
I'm having a hard time with you here,
and I need to talk to Fay.

01:07:30.409 --> 01:07:33.445
- Go.
- I don't have anything to do.

01:07:33.954 --> 01:07:37.572
Well, use your imagination!

01:07:41.128 --> 01:07:42.457
Go.

01:07:52.431 --> 01:07:53.427
So?

01:07:53.808 --> 01:07:56.809
So? What was the question?

01:07:57.353 --> 01:07:58.551
Do you love Amelia?

01:07:59.647 --> 01:08:02.767
Yes, I love her.
And you love Jason.

01:08:03.484 --> 01:08:06.355
- Right?
- Yeah, I love him, but...

01:08:06.696 --> 01:08:08.404
You love him but what?

01:08:10.324 --> 01:08:15.200
I don't know if I really love him
or I have to love him.

01:08:18.499 --> 01:08:21.833
And it scares me to death.

01:08:27.175 --> 01:08:30.509
Good people don't think this way.

01:08:34.516 --> 01:08:37.683
- What's wrong with me?
- Bev?

01:08:38.687 --> 01:08:40.514
Take my word on this.

01:08:42.649 --> 01:08:45.187
You really do love him.

01:08:45.694 --> 01:08:50.735
Sometimes we love people so much,
we have to be numb to it.

01:08:52.576 --> 01:08:56.075
If we actually felt how much,
it would kill us.

01:09:02.544 --> 01:09:08.215
That doesn't make you a bad person.
It means your heart's too big.

01:09:14.890 --> 01:09:17.049
Good way to look at it.

01:09:18.769 --> 01:09:20.263
Mom, help!

01:09:23.941 --> 01:09:26.728
Stay calm, stay calm.
Don't panic.

01:09:32.241 --> 01:09:35.195
- Get over here.
- Got him?

01:09:35.495 --> 01:09:38.246
Don't pull him out yet.
He'll freeze.

01:09:38.456 --> 01:09:41.243
- I'm sorry.
- I'll get towels.

01:09:41.501 --> 01:09:47.041
This shouldn't have happened.
From now on, I'll be more attentive.

01:09:47.382 --> 01:09:49.789
- Do you know what that means?
- No.

01:09:50.009 --> 01:09:53.425
Responsible.
You know what responsible means?

01:09:53.763 --> 01:09:54.961
No.

01:09:55.598 --> 01:09:58.220
I should have read to you more!

01:09:58.435 --> 01:10:00.095
No! Come here!

01:10:01.479 --> 01:10:03.389
I'm so sorry!

01:10:06.818 --> 01:10:10.436
- I'm a terrible mother.
- Yeah.

01:10:26.672 --> 01:10:27.952
Scoot.

01:10:29.299 --> 01:10:30.295
Jason.

01:10:32.511 --> 01:10:33.791
I love you.

01:10:36.181 --> 01:10:37.462
Okay?

01:10:41.312 --> 01:10:44.016
They're playing kickball.

01:10:44.648 --> 01:10:46.475
Go play with them.

01:10:48.194 --> 01:10:50.317
Adults inside, kids outside.

01:10:59.497 --> 01:11:04.538
That's $20! You know how
much you can buy with that?

01:11:06.129 --> 01:11:09.545
My parents always
bought stuff I hated.

01:11:09.841 --> 01:11:12.213
The card is the real present.

01:11:12.677 --> 01:11:17.006
I got carried away,
but it's a plan for your life.

01:11:17.390 --> 01:11:19.181
Here, I'll read it to you.

01:11:20.185 --> 01:11:22.011
- "Dearest Jason..."
- Mom?

01:11:26.357 --> 01:11:31.020
We'll catch up later.
Are you ready to go have fun?

01:11:32.739 --> 01:11:34.114
Okay, good.

01:11:37.744 --> 01:11:39.073
Go have fun.

01:11:39.412 --> 01:11:41.571
Everybody, come in.

01:11:42.916 --> 01:11:44.327
Hi, Amelia.

01:11:44.584 --> 01:11:47.870
Davy, I got your stuff.
Get it later.

01:11:49.006 --> 01:11:53.050
- The card was the present?
- It's a plan for my life.

01:11:53.385 --> 01:11:56.339
- She's crazy!
- You guys be careful.

01:12:00.559 --> 01:12:01.970
What?

01:12:04.396 --> 01:12:07.433
Minimum wage is what,
one-sixty an hour?

01:12:07.733 --> 01:12:11.398
I'll pay $160,
just to use your oven.

01:12:12.404 --> 01:12:17.113
I don't think my parents will let you
use their oven to dry weed.

01:12:22.289 --> 01:12:25.125
- Bev.
- I made it for him.

01:12:25.334 --> 01:12:26.615
You did a great job.

01:12:27.295 --> 01:12:30.130
You stayed up all night?
It looks delicious.

01:12:30.715 --> 01:12:31.913
You hog!

01:12:37.638 --> 01:12:38.967
Get me another beer.

01:12:39.182 --> 01:12:41.803
- I'm way ahead of you.
- Make it two.

01:12:47.774 --> 01:12:49.149
Bev?

01:12:53.113 --> 01:12:55.983
Don't tell me you don't remember me.

01:12:59.661 --> 01:13:03.955
Braces, short curly hair, pimples.

01:13:04.499 --> 01:13:06.539
Tommy?

01:13:09.004 --> 01:13:10.332
Wow.

01:13:13.675 --> 01:13:16.629
- So I graduated from Berkeley.
- Berkeley?

01:13:16.845 --> 01:13:20.546
Spent the year driving around,
seeing everything.

01:13:21.683 --> 01:13:26.144
In a few days I'm heading back
to California to get my master's.

01:13:26.480 --> 01:13:29.018
But I wanted to see you first.

01:13:29.274 --> 01:13:31.647
- You wanted to see me?
- Yeah.

01:13:31.902 --> 01:13:33.811
Just to say hi.

01:13:35.322 --> 01:13:37.149
- Hi.
- Hi.

01:13:38.909 --> 01:13:41.531
- Bev! Hey, Bev!
- Excuse me.

01:13:42.830 --> 01:13:44.988
- Tina!
- Bev.

01:13:45.666 --> 01:13:47.208
You actually came!

01:13:47.418 --> 01:13:49.825
- I'm so glad.
- Of course I came.

01:13:50.880 --> 01:13:54.794
- This is from Joey.
- Joey.

01:13:56.469 --> 01:13:58.046
Joe got you something?

01:13:58.387 --> 01:13:59.716
Thanks, Joe.

01:14:02.642 --> 01:14:06.177
- That's outside. Outside toy.
- Stop.

01:14:06.437 --> 01:14:11.230
- Come in and say hi.
- I can't. Kevin's waiting by the car.

01:14:13.111 --> 01:14:14.439
This is fiberglass.

01:14:15.113 --> 01:14:17.355
I just came to say goodbye.

01:14:17.574 --> 01:14:21.073
- What do you mean?
- Kevin and I are engaged.

01:14:21.703 --> 01:14:24.075
- You're pregnant.
- No.

01:14:24.289 --> 01:14:28.998
Kevin's been in school in New York.
He can't stand being away from me.

01:14:29.252 --> 01:14:33.795
I wanted to tell you before
you heard it. I'm going to college.

01:14:35.342 --> 01:14:40.134
Kevin's father got me into
that real good college in New York.

01:14:40.472 --> 01:14:43.093
- NYU?
- Yeah.

01:14:45.227 --> 01:14:48.477
- You're going to NYU?
- Yeah.

01:14:48.689 --> 01:14:52.389
Holy shit. It's Jackie O.
Come here!

01:14:54.903 --> 01:14:59.031
This is the only thing
my father ever gave me.

01:15:00.242 --> 01:15:03.528
It's supposed to be lucky,
but it wasn't for him.

01:15:03.787 --> 01:15:08.034
And it hasn't been for me.
Maybe it'll be lucky for you.

01:15:08.250 --> 01:15:09.579
Maybe it's stupid.

01:15:11.086 --> 01:15:12.367
I couldn't wrap it.

01:15:12.588 --> 01:15:17.665
They're not stupid. They're great!
I love your guts, Dad!

01:15:17.885 --> 01:15:20.423
I love your guts too, buddy.

01:15:22.056 --> 01:15:26.006
Bye! I love you guys!
I'll call, okay? I swear!

01:15:26.227 --> 01:15:28.552
- Bye, girls!
- Bye!

01:15:28.813 --> 01:15:31.482
Come visit me in New York, okay?

01:15:49.626 --> 01:15:50.871
Hey.

01:15:53.963 --> 01:15:55.588
Sorry.

01:15:56.299 --> 01:15:58.090
Did I scare you?

01:15:58.760 --> 01:16:00.634
No.

01:16:01.554 --> 01:16:03.594
What are you doing here?

01:16:03.807 --> 01:16:06.761
I wanted to see if you were okay.

01:16:07.811 --> 01:16:09.353
You okay?

01:16:15.444 --> 01:16:17.235
Wanna go for a walk?

01:16:21.992 --> 01:16:25.408
- Maybe just around the...
- Good. Come on.

01:16:33.545 --> 01:16:36.463
Tell me what you're thinking
right now.

01:16:36.840 --> 01:16:40.969
I'm 22 years old.
That's almost 30.

01:16:41.178 --> 01:16:44.678
I still haven't accepted
that this is my life.

01:16:46.016 --> 01:16:50.560
I wish I could be dumb
and then I wouldn't know better.

01:16:51.021 --> 01:16:55.648
And I could be happy
and stop hoping.

01:16:55.860 --> 01:17:01.151
And I'm telling you this like
you're interested in my boring life.

01:17:02.158 --> 01:17:05.527
Come to California with me.
I've got room.

01:17:05.870 --> 01:17:08.112
I could take all of you.

01:17:08.331 --> 01:17:12.163
If you want to change your life,
you can.

01:17:12.377 --> 01:17:14.784
If money's tight,
it doesn't matter.

01:17:15.046 --> 01:17:18.047
You've always been smart.
It's easy.

01:17:18.424 --> 01:17:21.342
- You want to go to college?
- Yes.

01:17:21.553 --> 01:17:23.047
The state pays.

01:17:23.263 --> 01:17:26.548
The state pays, Bev.

01:17:33.106 --> 01:17:37.934
- Ray won't go for it.
- If Ray loves you, he'll do it.

01:17:39.237 --> 01:17:40.862
Right?

01:17:42.824 --> 01:17:48.697
Just do whatever it takes to get
out of here. You don't belong here.

01:17:50.374 --> 01:17:51.916
You don't.

01:18:05.264 --> 01:18:09.096
Thank you for saying
the things you said tonight.

01:18:09.935 --> 01:18:12.722
It's just good to see you smile.

01:18:14.773 --> 01:18:16.433
- Mom!
- Yes!

01:18:16.650 --> 01:18:18.809
I woke up and you were gone!

01:18:19.028 --> 01:18:22.278
She's not supposed
to leave a kid alone!

01:18:22.490 --> 01:18:26.108
It's dangerous!
I could have choked!

01:18:28.454 --> 01:18:30.613
I'll talk to Ray.

01:18:32.667 --> 01:18:35.787
Just let me know.
My classes start up.

01:18:36.462 --> 01:18:39.962
Good night, Bev.
Good night, Jason.

01:18:43.428 --> 01:18:46.382
What do you think
about California?

01:18:46.598 --> 01:18:48.092
I told you to stop it.

01:18:51.436 --> 01:18:53.475
Well, I just...

01:18:59.819 --> 01:19:01.942
Wanna go to California?

01:19:02.155 --> 01:19:04.990
I wanna go if you wanna go.

01:19:13.375 --> 01:19:17.373
- All right. Let's go to California.
- Yes, Ray!

01:19:18.171 --> 01:19:22.833
- Thank you, Ray! Thank you!
- Yeah.

01:19:24.177 --> 01:19:27.796
Don't forget to get
baby aspirin for Jason.

01:19:28.015 --> 01:19:30.802
Baby aspirin, okay.

01:19:31.018 --> 01:19:36.854
- I'll finish packing.
- Yeah, baby aspirin.

01:19:37.232 --> 01:19:41.526
- You guys seen Lizzard?
- No, sorry.

01:19:45.449 --> 01:19:50.076
- Hello?
- You better get over here. It's Ray.

01:19:57.545 --> 01:20:00.214
Okay, up the stairs. Up.

01:20:06.637 --> 01:20:09.757
- Where's Ray?
- I'm sorry about California.

01:20:11.017 --> 01:20:14.018
- What...?
- He's downstairs with your father.

01:20:14.228 --> 01:20:16.554
- What's going on?
- Don't know.

01:20:16.773 --> 01:20:19.560
Why don't you sit here?
Come on.

01:20:19.776 --> 01:20:21.400
Get your jacket off.

01:20:21.694 --> 01:20:23.521
- Say it.
- All right.

01:20:23.780 --> 01:20:25.239
Okay.

01:20:31.454 --> 01:20:35.452
- Jason, how's it going over there?
- Trouble.

01:20:36.042 --> 01:20:39.162
Your husband has come to me
with a problem.

01:20:39.588 --> 01:20:41.711
And he wants my help.

01:20:45.010 --> 01:20:46.587
Raymond?

01:20:52.976 --> 01:20:55.302
Hey, Bev, how's it going?

01:20:57.439 --> 01:20:59.099
Okay.

01:21:00.651 --> 01:21:02.359
I got a...

01:21:04.113 --> 01:21:06.568
I can't do it without a...

01:21:08.117 --> 01:21:10.026
"Dear Beverly."

01:21:10.661 --> 01:21:13.448
Please don't go crazy
when you hear this.

01:21:13.789 --> 01:21:19.543
But I regret to inform you
that I am...

01:21:20.546 --> 01:21:22.503
a junkie.

01:21:22.923 --> 01:21:28.084
I spent all our money on heroin.
I spent everything.

01:21:28.304 --> 01:21:31.056
I even spent the money...

01:21:32.266 --> 01:21:34.971
"for Jason's aspirin on a fix."

01:21:36.813 --> 01:21:39.351
It was just a tiny fix.

01:21:41.150 --> 01:21:45.278
- But I spent that too.
- Heroin?

01:21:46.322 --> 01:21:50.154
I knew you drank a lot,
but heroin?

01:21:50.535 --> 01:21:52.907
Jesus, Ray!

01:21:55.832 --> 01:21:57.326
For how long?

01:21:59.002 --> 01:22:01.160
- I don't know.
- No...

01:22:02.047 --> 01:22:05.665
- How long?
- Two years, October 31.

01:22:07.385 --> 01:22:09.425
Halloween night.

01:22:09.638 --> 01:22:12.425
Remember when Jason
was a monkey?

01:22:12.849 --> 01:22:15.554
- Stop listening!
- You've been sick.

01:22:15.769 --> 01:22:19.933
- I'm clearing up.
- I feel so stupid for not knowing!

01:22:20.148 --> 01:22:22.022
Bev, I'm really sorry.

01:22:22.484 --> 01:22:26.945
Shut up. Don't say sorry.
Sorry doesn't mean anything.

01:22:27.656 --> 01:22:30.574
- Stop.
- No! This is the last time.

01:22:31.285 --> 01:22:34.202
You're not helping.
You don't pay attention!

01:22:34.413 --> 01:22:38.874
Listen. Everything I'm doing
right now is for that boy.

01:22:39.543 --> 01:22:42.461
He needs a father.
This is his father.

01:22:42.922 --> 01:22:46.754
I didn't pick him.
He'll be sick for a while.

01:22:46.967 --> 01:22:51.345
Your mother and I will take Jason
while you help him. Got it?

01:22:51.555 --> 01:22:55.968
I don't want your help.
I can take care of my own kid.

01:23:04.152 --> 01:23:08.066
Okay, Ray, I cleaned you a new one.
Okay?

01:23:08.406 --> 01:23:10.114
You feel better?

01:23:11.451 --> 01:23:14.570
You going to throw up again?
Here, Ray.

01:23:14.829 --> 01:23:18.447
Here, Ray. Here.
No!

01:23:20.251 --> 01:23:23.252
This is so gross.

01:23:23.463 --> 01:23:26.036
My God!
Please kill me!

01:23:26.299 --> 01:23:30.379
Fine! Stop screaming.
You're gonna scare Jason.

01:23:30.595 --> 01:23:33.881
My God. Bev!

01:23:34.099 --> 01:23:37.883
- I'll get more sheets.
- Bev, please! Help me!

01:23:38.103 --> 01:23:40.428
Is Dad okay?

01:23:40.939 --> 01:23:45.767
- What's your favorite song?
- "Cincinnati Dancing Pig."

01:24:29.488 --> 01:24:31.647
Scoot over.

01:24:33.993 --> 01:24:36.235
I need to rest between rounds.

01:24:39.707 --> 01:24:43.657
Sorry you didn't get to
go to California.

01:24:43.878 --> 01:24:49.003
Please turn off the pig song!
It's not helping much.

01:24:51.469 --> 01:24:54.043
Turn off that song!

01:25:03.440 --> 01:25:06.524
- What are you doing?
- Making you breakfast.

01:25:06.735 --> 01:25:08.193
Thank you.

01:25:08.403 --> 01:25:12.448
- Why are you whispering?
- I don't wanna wake your dad.

01:25:12.699 --> 01:25:15.273
He's not here.
He left.

01:25:20.999 --> 01:25:23.704
Ray?

01:25:44.440 --> 01:25:45.934
Hey.

01:25:48.152 --> 01:25:51.272
Bev? Let me just...

01:25:51.989 --> 01:25:55.821
Jason's in his room.
He can hear us.

01:25:56.160 --> 01:25:58.366
All right, Bev. Look...

01:25:58.579 --> 01:26:00.572
Look at me.

01:26:01.916 --> 01:26:03.410
What?

01:26:08.297 --> 01:26:11.417
Don't say you're sorry.

01:26:12.343 --> 01:26:13.921
- Just go.
- No!

01:26:14.178 --> 01:26:18.508
I know what you're thinking.
I've got it figured out.

01:26:18.725 --> 01:26:20.634
All right? Look.

01:26:22.520 --> 01:26:25.770
I just can't quit, okay?

01:26:25.982 --> 01:26:29.731
You can't hold it against me
if it's impossible.

01:26:29.944 --> 01:26:33.195
It's just who I am.
All right?

01:26:33.406 --> 01:26:39.160
All I need is a little, to keep me
straight. Not enough to get me high.

01:26:39.496 --> 01:26:43.873
Just enough to keep me straight.
Just like this.

01:26:47.713 --> 01:26:50.120
So, what if we keep it at that?

01:26:50.716 --> 01:26:55.294
You want permission to use
a small amount of heroin forever?

01:26:57.264 --> 01:26:58.343
Okay.

01:26:58.724 --> 01:27:01.179
I am gonna get a good job.

01:27:01.560 --> 01:27:04.265
- And, one, look...
- No.

01:27:04.480 --> 01:27:05.808
What?

01:27:08.067 --> 01:27:09.347
No.

01:27:09.735 --> 01:27:12.606
Bev, come on.

01:27:16.075 --> 01:27:18.482
This plan works!

01:27:18.744 --> 01:27:20.238
Ray.

01:27:24.250 --> 01:27:28.711
- You need to think like a grown-up now.
- All right.

01:27:29.547 --> 01:27:35.502
Like a 40-year-old businessman
who takes a train to work every day...

01:27:35.720 --> 01:27:38.721
and makes responsible decisions.

01:27:39.640 --> 01:27:42.345
- Can you do that?
- Yeah. I'll try.

01:27:42.727 --> 01:27:45.562
You say it's impossible to quit.

01:27:45.772 --> 01:27:51.359
I believe you.
I won't even hold it against you.

01:27:51.611 --> 01:27:55.194
But if you stay
and you ruin our lives...

01:27:55.407 --> 01:27:57.732
and you know that you will...

01:28:00.286 --> 01:28:02.778
then it's my fault.

01:28:06.126 --> 01:28:08.878
Do you want me to live with that?

01:28:16.136 --> 01:28:18.045
No.

01:28:29.191 --> 01:28:30.222
Hey, Dad.

01:28:31.485 --> 01:28:35.269
- Guess what?
- What?

01:28:36.281 --> 01:28:38.239
I lost my tooth.

01:28:39.994 --> 01:28:41.571
See?

01:28:54.842 --> 01:28:56.253
Well.

01:28:58.512 --> 01:29:02.380
- I just came in to say good night.
- Good night, Dad.

01:29:09.190 --> 01:29:12.725
- I love your guts, buddy.
- I love you.

01:29:13.528 --> 01:29:16.445
Dad, are you going somewhere?

01:29:21.911 --> 01:29:23.703
Can I come?

01:29:26.040 --> 01:29:27.665
Why can't I come?

01:29:28.334 --> 01:29:30.292
Because your mom...

01:29:30.545 --> 01:29:36.050
doesn't think it's a good idea
if we're around each other anymore.

01:29:36.635 --> 01:29:38.758
I'm not supposed to say that.

01:29:49.064 --> 01:29:52.148
You're gonna hear
a lot of bad things about me.

01:29:52.901 --> 01:29:54.561
Okay?

01:29:54.903 --> 01:29:59.197
But only two out of the three things
are gonna be right.

01:29:59.408 --> 01:30:05.493
So when you hear something
that's really, really bad...

01:30:05.914 --> 01:30:11.501
you try to think that's
the one time they're wrong, okay?

01:30:12.421 --> 01:30:14.497
Okay.

01:30:15.758 --> 01:30:17.382
All right?

01:30:17.593 --> 01:30:21.543
- I love you, Dad.
- I love you too.

01:30:21.764 --> 01:30:23.673
All right, buddy?

01:30:26.477 --> 01:30:27.888
Okay, I gotta go.

01:30:32.441 --> 01:30:33.984
I gotta go!

01:30:34.694 --> 01:30:38.229
Dad! Wait!

01:30:38.448 --> 01:30:40.191
Dad, wait!

01:30:40.408 --> 01:30:42.780
Dad, wait!

01:30:43.453 --> 01:30:46.454
Jason, what are you doing?

01:30:48.208 --> 01:30:50.580
Jason, you cannot go with him!

01:30:50.793 --> 01:30:52.916
Dad, wait!

01:30:53.129 --> 01:30:57.209
Dad! I wanna go with you!

01:30:57.425 --> 01:31:01.505
- Jason?!
- Wait! Dad!

01:31:01.721 --> 01:31:04.925
- Jason.
- Take me with you!

01:31:05.392 --> 01:31:10.267
You're mad, but we wouldn't
have had a chance unless I did this.

01:31:10.981 --> 01:31:13.472
Leave me alone.

01:31:15.944 --> 01:31:19.396
Leave me alone!

01:31:20.324 --> 01:31:24.156
If you get out of the street,
I'll leave you alone.

01:31:30.459 --> 01:31:35.085
But remember,
I am your mother.

01:31:37.383 --> 01:31:40.882
That means you're not allowed
to stay mad at me!

01:31:53.190 --> 01:31:55.646
- Can I get two coffees, black?
- Sure.

01:31:55.860 --> 01:31:59.145
- Where's the bathroom?
- Two coffees, to go.

01:32:04.827 --> 01:32:06.701
- Hello?
- Amelia.

01:32:07.205 --> 01:32:12.447
Jason. I'm so glad it's you.
Have you seen your father?

01:32:12.835 --> 01:32:17.129
- No, we're not there yet. I...
- I got your message.

01:32:17.340 --> 01:32:20.460
- You did?
- Yeah.

01:32:21.219 --> 01:32:22.797
I love you too.

01:32:23.513 --> 01:32:27.974
This is the greatest conversation
of my life!

01:32:28.184 --> 01:32:31.351
This is the greatest conversation
of my life.

01:32:32.397 --> 01:32:33.856
Okay.

01:32:34.065 --> 01:32:38.562
So, I'm all packed.
I've almost got you all packed.

01:32:38.904 --> 01:32:41.821
And we're leaving tonight.

01:32:44.117 --> 01:32:47.533
- How did your mom take it?
- There was a discussion.

01:32:47.746 --> 01:32:51.411
And she had some questions.

01:32:51.750 --> 01:32:53.992
But I think...

01:32:54.211 --> 01:32:58.043
I figured a way for it
to be okay with everyone.

01:32:58.257 --> 01:33:00.926
- You did?
- You transfer here.

01:33:03.053 --> 01:33:07.762
- What are you talking about?
- I don't know. I'm just...

01:33:08.142 --> 01:33:10.680
- Jase!
- I'm screwing us up.

01:33:11.770 --> 01:33:15.021
No. No.

01:33:15.608 --> 01:33:20.685
You are not allowed
to feel bad about us. Okay?

01:33:21.113 --> 01:33:25.692
Listen to me. I am not
another woman you have to handle.

01:33:27.328 --> 01:33:32.204
If you don't go with me, we'll
see each other every chance we get.

01:33:32.416 --> 01:33:35.417
- You are amazing.
- No, I'm not.

01:33:35.628 --> 01:33:38.380
- You are.
- I'm not.

01:33:38.589 --> 01:33:40.297
I'm furious at her!

01:33:43.511 --> 01:33:45.089
But...

01:33:47.807 --> 01:33:50.263
I can't give up on you.

01:33:50.643 --> 01:33:56.397
Someday you'll stop raising her.
You've been doing it your whole life.

01:33:57.317 --> 01:34:02.773
You're young. You deserve to be young.
We deserve to be young together.

01:34:03.031 --> 01:34:06.447
Right now,
I can't make you happy, so...

01:34:07.327 --> 01:34:09.948
- I gotta go.
- Amelia, wait.

01:34:10.288 --> 01:34:13.124
I'll call you when my flight gets in.

01:34:14.167 --> 01:34:16.124
I love you so much.

01:34:26.180 --> 01:34:27.840
Sorry.

01:34:35.773 --> 01:34:37.812
Jason, are you coming?

01:34:52.665 --> 01:34:55.832
Do my grocery shopping,
and I'll pay you.

01:35:03.551 --> 01:35:08.012
- Every station's in color.
- Who'd you steal it from?

01:35:08.222 --> 01:35:09.717
I bought it.

01:35:12.393 --> 01:35:16.391
I was wondering
if we could be alone for a minute.

01:35:17.398 --> 01:35:21.017
Alone is an unknown dimension to me.
Talk.

01:35:21.236 --> 01:35:25.280
I know I'm not
your favorite person in the world.

01:35:26.950 --> 01:35:30.485
But I'd like to help.
Ray was a good friend.

01:35:30.704 --> 01:35:35.449
I'd like to offer you a job.
$200 an hour to use your stove.

01:35:35.709 --> 01:35:38.378
Goodbye, Lizzard.
Take the TV.

01:35:38.587 --> 01:35:42.003
No. It's a gift for me.
Isn't it?

01:35:42.257 --> 01:35:44.333
Yes, it is.

01:35:45.260 --> 01:35:47.300
It's a gift. For him.

01:35:47.512 --> 01:35:51.593
- We need to have a family talk.
- It's not your fault.

01:35:52.309 --> 01:35:55.014
You handle a kid by
taking things away.

01:35:55.229 --> 01:36:00.650
But he doesn't have anything
to take away. Now he does.

01:36:01.151 --> 01:36:03.025
I'll just wait here.

01:36:03.237 --> 01:36:05.525
It's not fair, Ma!

01:36:05.948 --> 01:36:08.700
I'm the only kid
without a color TV.

01:36:08.909 --> 01:36:13.037
Well, I'm the only mother
who wears ripped pantyhose.

01:36:13.289 --> 01:36:17.417
I'm the only kid I know
who wears ripped socks!

01:36:18.419 --> 01:36:21.586
I'm the only mother
whose shoes talk to people!

01:36:21.797 --> 01:36:23.707
And I do everything here!

01:36:23.924 --> 01:36:27.590
I have to shop, cook, clean
and do the laundry!

01:36:27.803 --> 01:36:30.092
I never get to play!

01:36:30.348 --> 01:36:33.764
Yeah? Neither do I!
I go to night school.

01:36:34.060 --> 01:36:39.730
When you work a double shift, I use
the spare time to sleep and bathe.

01:36:39.941 --> 01:36:42.348
- We're a team, right?
- No!

01:36:42.568 --> 01:36:47.195
You're supposed to be the mother!
I'm supposed to be the kid!

01:36:55.832 --> 01:36:57.291
Yeah.

01:37:00.670 --> 01:37:04.620
- Let us in! Amelia's freezing!
- I'm not cold.

01:37:11.932 --> 01:37:14.304
My father wrote me again.

01:37:14.518 --> 01:37:17.305
He put in another picture
of his wife.

01:37:17.854 --> 01:37:21.188
He wants me
to call her Mother Monsoon.

01:37:21.858 --> 01:37:27.529
I wrote back saying, "She's not my
mother. Only my mother's my mother."

01:37:28.490 --> 01:37:31.325
I hate him.

01:37:35.080 --> 01:37:37.287
Come on, Amelia.
Don't cry.

01:37:37.750 --> 01:37:39.991
At least your father writes.

01:37:40.252 --> 01:37:44.084
He thinks about you.
I'll tell you this much.

01:37:44.298 --> 01:37:48.462
Wherever my dad is,
I'd rather be there than out here.

01:37:52.723 --> 01:37:54.383
We've got to focus.

01:37:54.600 --> 01:37:57.554
This will get all of us out of here.

01:37:57.770 --> 01:38:01.519
And I won't have to ask
my parents for money. Okay?

01:38:02.400 --> 01:38:06.528
When we move to New York,
I'll find the richest guy.

01:38:07.363 --> 01:38:10.317
We'll live in a penthouse.

01:38:12.076 --> 01:38:17.367
You'll be a famous author,
and we'll have book-signing parties.

01:38:19.417 --> 01:38:23.166
- Hey.
- Hey, Grandpa.

01:38:23.379 --> 01:38:28.338
Your grandma wanted me to bring this.
You need it. Give me a kiss.

01:38:29.094 --> 01:38:31.051
You're so big.

01:38:31.304 --> 01:38:34.471
Your mom care you're throwing snow
at the house?

01:38:34.891 --> 01:38:39.470
Our mothers went to the store.
They won't be back for a long time.

01:38:39.938 --> 01:38:41.516
Is that so?

01:38:43.191 --> 01:38:45.184
Don't break any windows.

01:38:45.402 --> 01:38:49.779
It's your turn to pick a night
to stay over? Button up.

01:38:53.577 --> 01:38:55.534
Grandpa?

01:39:00.125 --> 01:39:02.747
Mom's inside drying weed.

01:39:06.465 --> 01:39:11.008
Boy.
These kids got small voices?

01:39:11.220 --> 01:39:16.012
- What do you think of that?
- I didn't hear a thing. Let's go.

01:39:17.601 --> 01:39:19.393
Leo, come on.

01:39:28.154 --> 01:39:31.321
Hasek. You made bail.

01:39:35.787 --> 01:39:38.990
The kid's out,
they're in business in a day.

01:39:40.166 --> 01:39:46.121
Go to Main Street. You know the old
brick building? He's chopping cars.

01:39:49.676 --> 01:39:52.593
- Can you fix this?
- Sure.

01:39:52.804 --> 01:39:54.298
How did they know?

01:39:54.514 --> 01:39:56.803
I won't ever tell you told.

01:39:57.016 --> 01:40:01.679
If there's anyone in the world
you can trust, it's me.

01:40:02.022 --> 01:40:03.646
- Thanks.
- You're welcome.

01:40:07.652 --> 01:40:13.488
They took it all. All the money
I was saving to get to New York. Gone.

01:40:15.452 --> 01:40:19.319
They didn't take it.
I used it to bail you out.

01:40:19.539 --> 01:40:23.205
Why didn't you borrow it
from your parents?

01:40:23.543 --> 01:40:29.000
My parents wouldn't bail me out!
Did you want me to leave you there?

01:40:29.383 --> 01:40:33.630
- No. Who bailed you out?
- Dennis.

01:40:35.514 --> 01:40:40.176
- I thought he wasn't talking to you.
- Yeah, well...

01:40:40.394 --> 01:40:45.222
he rode into town on his big
white horse to save the family name.

01:40:47.067 --> 01:40:49.274
But I had to make him a deal.

01:40:50.029 --> 01:40:51.404
What kind of deal?

01:40:51.739 --> 01:40:54.408
Since my parents
are kicking me out...

01:40:54.659 --> 01:40:58.526
he wants to bring me and Amelia
to Arizona with him.

01:40:58.746 --> 01:41:04.500
He said he'll cover my rent
and food and anything I want.

01:41:04.752 --> 01:41:08.584
- If I don't...
- If you don't what?

01:41:10.591 --> 01:41:12.798
If I don't see you anymore.

01:41:14.721 --> 01:41:18.386
But I'm gonna tell him
no way tomorrow.

01:41:18.600 --> 01:41:19.845
I'll...

01:41:46.294 --> 01:41:48.868
They like to hug a lot.

01:41:50.799 --> 01:41:53.041
They'll never keep us apart.

01:41:58.932 --> 01:42:01.637
I'll call you as soon as I get there.

01:42:02.478 --> 01:42:04.138
I love you.

01:42:06.774 --> 01:42:09.478
Come on, Amelia.
We got to go now.

01:42:13.155 --> 01:42:14.530
Bye.

01:42:16.116 --> 01:42:18.239
Bye, Jason.

01:42:23.124 --> 01:42:24.950
Jason, get in the car.

01:42:25.501 --> 01:42:28.122
- Would you go, Dennis?
- All right.

01:42:29.755 --> 01:42:32.211
Dennis, drive carefully.

01:42:44.812 --> 01:42:50.103
If I told you something important,
you promise not to get mad?

01:42:50.527 --> 01:42:52.484
Tell me. What?

01:42:53.696 --> 01:42:58.109
You got to swear not to get mad,
or else I'm not going to tell you.

01:42:58.368 --> 01:43:00.325
Fine. I swear.

01:43:02.539 --> 01:43:04.662
I told Grandpa.

01:43:05.125 --> 01:43:07.663
You told Grandpa what?

01:43:08.044 --> 01:43:11.248
I told him you were inside
drying weed.

01:43:12.382 --> 01:43:14.174
You what?

01:43:27.856 --> 01:43:31.901
- Why would you do that? Why?
- I don't know.

01:43:33.237 --> 01:43:38.444
You don't destroy everybody's life
and then say, "I don't know." Why?

01:43:38.909 --> 01:43:42.989
I was gonna use that money
to get us out of here.

01:43:43.247 --> 01:43:47.161
Do you understand?
You just ruined our lives!

01:43:47.460 --> 01:43:51.956
That's not what you say
when someone tells the truth.

01:43:52.923 --> 01:43:58.214
And the worst thing of all is
Fay is gone. Because of you.

01:44:01.224 --> 01:44:03.300
I have no one.

01:44:11.401 --> 01:44:13.109
Some things never change.

01:44:13.361 --> 01:44:18.272
Like me being confused about
everything except what she's feeling.

01:44:18.533 --> 01:44:20.157
We must be getting close.

01:44:20.368 --> 01:44:22.325
This is where he lives.

01:44:22.537 --> 01:44:26.914
She won't admit it,
but she's scared about seeing Ray.

01:44:41.056 --> 01:44:44.010
Are you sure you'll be okay
seeing him?

01:44:44.935 --> 01:44:46.346
Sure.

01:44:46.561 --> 01:44:51.520
You can wait in the car if you want.
I completely understand.

01:44:51.733 --> 01:44:53.228
I'm fine.

01:45:06.957 --> 01:45:10.575
Coming! Just a second!

01:45:12.004 --> 01:45:14.958
I'll get my robe on!

01:45:23.849 --> 01:45:27.598
- Does Raymond Hasek live here?
- And you are?

01:45:28.479 --> 01:45:30.104
Beverly.

01:45:33.234 --> 01:45:38.359
- It's for you. Get up!
- Hold on, I'm coming.

01:45:38.573 --> 01:45:42.867
Come on in. He's indisposed.
You might as well come in.

01:45:43.661 --> 01:45:45.405
Thank you.

01:45:47.665 --> 01:45:50.785
Sorry, we weren't expecting company.

01:45:51.002 --> 01:45:54.122
- You've got cool stuff.
- I collect things.

01:45:57.133 --> 01:45:59.007
Is it hunting season?

01:45:59.678 --> 01:46:04.470
That's the firing range.
You into that?

01:46:04.975 --> 01:46:07.644
Some people...
Ray!

01:46:08.186 --> 01:46:09.811
Just a sec.

01:46:16.486 --> 01:46:18.693
Ray, it's me.

01:46:21.325 --> 01:46:22.985
Beverly.

01:46:25.579 --> 01:46:27.618
Bev! Hey!

01:46:28.665 --> 01:46:31.121
Hey, Bev. It's me, Ray.

01:46:35.422 --> 01:46:38.507
I never thought of you as being older.

01:46:46.267 --> 01:46:48.425
Beverly, this is Shirley.

01:46:49.103 --> 01:46:51.641
Shirley, this is my first wife.

01:46:52.732 --> 01:46:53.894
Hello.

01:46:55.067 --> 01:46:56.859
Charmed.

01:46:58.529 --> 01:47:00.023
Hey, man.

01:47:00.531 --> 01:47:03.485
Ray, this is your son, Jason.

01:47:14.545 --> 01:47:17.119
I wouldn't have known you.

01:47:25.682 --> 01:47:27.390
Hey, thanks.

01:47:30.311 --> 01:47:33.016
Hey, you wanna sit down?
Come on.

01:47:33.398 --> 01:47:37.811
Clear off the thing.
Have a seat.

01:47:40.405 --> 01:47:43.691
Right there is good.
Something to drink?

01:47:43.950 --> 01:47:46.904
- Something to drink?
- We don't have anything.

01:47:47.120 --> 01:47:50.038
Get them an orange thing.

01:47:50.666 --> 01:47:52.658
A moment alone, Ray?

01:47:53.168 --> 01:47:55.208
- Kool-Aid?
- You want to...

01:47:55.462 --> 01:48:00.089
- I'm not going anywhere.
- Yeah. Thanks.

01:48:01.176 --> 01:48:03.418
Right.

01:48:05.889 --> 01:48:07.549
Let me lay this out.

01:48:07.766 --> 01:48:13.390
I've been making my living working
at a small newspaper in New York.

01:48:13.606 --> 01:48:16.690
But at night, for 6 years...

01:48:17.860 --> 01:48:21.561
- I've been writing a book.
- Four years.

01:48:21.781 --> 01:48:24.651
You started the book
when I turned 16.

01:48:25.076 --> 01:48:28.908
It was my birthday present.
That was four years ago.

01:48:29.288 --> 01:48:34.413
- Fine, four years. Happy?
- Just give it to him right.

01:48:38.631 --> 01:48:41.087
Kool-Aid.

01:48:41.592 --> 01:48:43.003
Enjoy.

01:48:44.554 --> 01:48:48.967
- I finished the book.
- Really? That's great.

01:48:50.059 --> 01:48:52.515
And they want to publish it.

01:48:54.147 --> 01:48:57.231
You know this is huge for me.

01:48:57.442 --> 01:49:01.570
It's what I've wanted
for as long as I can remember.

01:49:05.825 --> 01:49:08.661
But it's a small publishing house.

01:49:09.996 --> 01:49:15.702
Since you're in so much of it,
they wanna be careful about lawsuits.

01:49:15.919 --> 01:49:21.293
There's a lot about you and drugs and
illegal acts. It's not flattering.

01:49:21.508 --> 01:49:23.667
Anyway...

01:49:25.012 --> 01:49:27.467
what I'm getting at is...

01:49:28.640 --> 01:49:31.844
they need you
to sign this release...

01:49:32.186 --> 01:49:35.140
or they can't risk publishing it.

01:49:38.734 --> 01:49:40.276
I get it.

01:49:42.112 --> 01:49:43.986
Excuse me.

01:49:44.198 --> 01:49:48.943
Excuse me, Ray.
Honey, stop.

01:49:49.370 --> 01:49:52.205
- Give me that.
- She has to pay you.

01:49:52.415 --> 01:49:58.583
- You're in her book. She'll get rich.
- What are you talking about?

01:49:59.213 --> 01:50:02.333
- I'm asking how much we get.
- I don't...

01:50:02.550 --> 01:50:05.255
- Why are you starting?
- $100, 000.

01:50:05.636 --> 01:50:07.095
What?!

01:50:09.307 --> 01:50:13.305
- Did I ever ask for child support?
- Get out.

01:50:13.853 --> 01:50:18.480
- Hey, come on.
- Come back when you got money.

01:50:18.691 --> 01:50:20.684
- Calm down.
- I'm not leaving.

01:50:20.902 --> 01:50:23.938
- Just get up.
- We can't leave.

01:50:24.155 --> 01:50:27.820
I'm the one busting my ass
to get us out of here!

01:50:28.034 --> 01:50:30.786
If you think about moving,
I'm gone.

01:50:31.413 --> 01:50:35.991
- I will never forgive you!
- We'll get over it, trust me.

01:50:36.877 --> 01:50:41.040
We should've given you more time
to talk. I'm sorry.

01:50:41.298 --> 01:50:43.374
Thank you very much. Bye-bye.

01:50:44.092 --> 01:50:48.220
- What are you doing?
- You were gonna sign your life away.

01:50:48.430 --> 01:50:52.214
What were you thinking?
God, I can't stand her!

01:50:54.394 --> 01:50:56.553
- Give me the keys.
- No.

01:50:56.772 --> 01:51:01.766
You don't care. I'm not getting
published, and you don't even care.

01:51:03.695 --> 01:51:07.989
I just saw a guy
who hasn't showered in a month.

01:51:08.200 --> 01:51:12.364
Whose teeth are rotting,
who's living in shit.

01:51:12.788 --> 01:51:15.623
- And he's my dad.
- Don't do this.

01:51:15.958 --> 01:51:18.959
Don't turn this into your problem.

01:51:19.795 --> 01:51:25.584
Do me a favor. Just pretend
to be a good mother for two minutes.

01:51:25.801 --> 01:51:29.882
Just two minutes
out of your whole life.

01:51:30.097 --> 01:51:32.055
Okay?

01:51:39.816 --> 01:51:41.773
Where are you going?

01:51:41.984 --> 01:51:47.441
You'll have to remember what you
just said as long as you live.

01:51:47.657 --> 01:51:50.611
- I'm not coming after you!
- Good.

01:51:50.827 --> 01:51:52.701
She hasn't changed.

01:51:54.289 --> 01:51:58.203
Everything always happens to her,
no one else.

01:51:58.460 --> 01:52:00.286
Hey, come here.

01:52:04.674 --> 01:52:05.919
Come here.

01:52:13.100 --> 01:52:15.388
I signed that thing, okay?

01:52:18.438 --> 01:52:23.065
I can't give it to you,
she's watching. Don't look.

01:52:23.527 --> 01:52:28.687
I said I came out to take out the
garbage and say goodbye.

01:52:28.907 --> 01:52:31.233
- Right, right, right.
- So...

01:52:32.244 --> 01:52:37.404
Wow, this is probably the last time
I'll ever talk to you.

01:52:38.125 --> 01:52:41.576
I just want to say that...

01:52:41.795 --> 01:52:46.374
I used to feel real bad
about leaving you and all.

01:52:47.384 --> 01:52:52.379
Then, a couple of years ago,
your ma sent me a letter, saying...

01:52:54.558 --> 01:52:56.681
what a nice kid you were.

01:52:57.061 --> 01:53:00.845
What a good man
you turned out to be.

01:53:02.149 --> 01:53:05.483
I'd like to think
I had a lot to do with that.

01:53:06.487 --> 01:53:11.695
- Yeah, okay.
- Even if all I did was stay away...

01:53:12.243 --> 01:53:15.695
it's still the best thing
I ever did in my life.

01:53:21.669 --> 01:53:25.750
I can't give you the paper.
She's watching us like a hawk.

01:53:26.299 --> 01:53:28.873
Don't look, don't look, don't look.

01:53:29.803 --> 01:53:35.010
So I'm gonna come in
like I'm hugging you.

01:53:35.225 --> 01:53:37.632
I'll slip it in your pocket.

01:53:37.853 --> 01:53:42.146
I'm gonna come in now.
Lift up your arm.

01:53:44.776 --> 01:53:47.528
- It's in.
- All right.

01:53:51.658 --> 01:53:54.992
- Finished throwing out the garbage?
- Yeah.

01:53:56.455 --> 01:53:59.906
- You sure about this?
- What, Shirley?

01:54:00.125 --> 01:54:03.743
She'll get over it.
Women want to forgive.

01:54:05.172 --> 01:54:09.633
Even a total screw-up, they'll help.
It's in their nature.

01:54:10.886 --> 01:54:16.129
You just gotta remember, you gotta
tell them you need their help.

01:54:16.350 --> 01:54:18.639
Or else they won't do it.

01:54:19.854 --> 01:54:23.803
Lord knows, I need
all the help I can get.

01:54:25.860 --> 01:54:27.936
Don't we all?

01:54:32.533 --> 01:54:34.941
Goodbye, son.

01:55:11.198 --> 01:55:15.527
I was a good mother.
No, I was a great mother...

01:55:15.744 --> 01:55:19.327
for what I went through
to keep you together.

01:55:19.539 --> 01:55:24.747
I'm not asking for thanks,
but don't do this to me, you ingrate.

01:55:26.547 --> 01:55:28.670
Who says I'm in one piece?

01:55:29.591 --> 01:55:33.636
- You're the most normal person I know.
- Normal?

01:55:35.764 --> 01:55:37.258
Normal?

01:55:37.516 --> 01:55:42.723
Amelia was in New York two weeks ago.
She wants me to transfer.

01:55:42.938 --> 01:55:46.557
She wants me to enroll in her school.

01:55:46.775 --> 01:55:49.267
But I can't go.

01:55:50.196 --> 01:55:55.652
I can't leave you.
If something bad happens to you...

01:55:55.910 --> 01:55:58.282
it's my fault.

01:56:01.040 --> 01:56:06.913
I'm what went wrong with your life.
You know, you wrote a book about it.

01:56:10.633 --> 01:56:13.089
I swore I wouldn't...

01:56:13.970 --> 01:56:19.213
Did you know I love Amelia?
Don't worry, she left already.

01:56:19.767 --> 01:56:21.890
Here's the funny thing.

01:56:22.103 --> 01:56:26.397
She thinks I can't love her
because she can't make me happy...

01:56:26.608 --> 01:56:30.440
and damn it, she's the only
good thing in my life.

01:56:33.949 --> 01:56:36.784
I'm just incredibly screwed up.

01:56:36.993 --> 01:56:40.777
Just so we're real clear about this,
I blame you.

01:56:46.712 --> 01:56:49.629
When does this job ever end?

01:56:51.925 --> 01:56:53.965
You call it a job?

01:56:54.177 --> 01:56:57.262
Well, what do you think it is?
A calling?

01:57:05.230 --> 01:57:07.353
I screwed up.

01:57:10.235 --> 01:57:12.358
I screwed up.

01:57:12.947 --> 01:57:16.232
Come on, don't cry.
I'm sorry.

01:57:17.743 --> 01:57:21.823
I'm sorry.
Look, Ray signed.

01:57:23.916 --> 01:57:28.293
I don't care. Just go.

01:57:28.504 --> 01:57:30.627
Just leave me here.

01:57:38.723 --> 01:57:41.214
Mom...

01:57:41.809 --> 01:57:44.265
I need your help.

01:57:49.234 --> 01:57:51.475
With what?

01:58:04.207 --> 01:58:08.537
Mom, wait.
What about clothes?

01:58:09.129 --> 01:58:12.332
- They sell them in Indiana.
- My apartment?

01:58:14.176 --> 01:58:16.417
I'll take care of it.

01:58:17.721 --> 01:58:21.220
I'll take care of everything.
Just go.

01:58:21.433 --> 01:58:23.841
How will you get home?

01:58:24.061 --> 01:58:27.346
I'll drop you off
and leave tomorrow.

01:58:27.564 --> 01:58:30.601
If you don't go now,
you'll never go.

01:58:32.361 --> 01:58:33.772
I'll be fine here.

01:58:34.279 --> 01:58:38.360
There's a pay phone.
I'll call someone.

01:58:39.743 --> 01:58:42.281
Just go.

01:58:48.878 --> 01:58:50.040
Wait.

01:58:55.384 --> 01:58:57.958
Stay there.

01:59:00.056 --> 01:59:03.176
I wanna make something clear.

01:59:03.893 --> 01:59:07.973
I don't think I would've been
better off without you.

01:59:08.314 --> 01:59:12.442
You are not what went wrong
with anything.

01:59:12.902 --> 01:59:15.358
You were what saved me.

01:59:18.324 --> 01:59:21.159
I want to thank you for that.

01:59:25.957 --> 01:59:27.617
Okay?

01:59:32.297 --> 01:59:34.373
You're welcome?

01:59:38.887 --> 01:59:42.422
Now hug me,
or I'll take it all back.

01:59:52.609 --> 01:59:55.279
I love you.

02:00:02.661 --> 02:00:04.321
I love you too.

02:00:21.430 --> 02:00:25.891
Not that it matters, but does Fay
know about you and Amelia?

02:00:27.103 --> 02:00:30.472
She thinks it's great.

02:00:31.399 --> 02:00:35.895
I can't believe that.
I can't believe that. Fay!

02:00:37.905 --> 02:00:41.903
We talked two nights ago.
She didn't say anything.

02:00:42.118 --> 02:00:46.614
- Bye, Mom.
- I'm supposed to be her best friend!

02:00:48.625 --> 02:00:51.744
I'll call you from Indiana.

02:01:51.147 --> 02:01:52.345
Cold.

02:01:53.441 --> 02:01:55.433
Sure is.

02:01:58.029 --> 02:02:01.611
- It's okay if I spend the night?
- Yeah.

02:02:03.743 --> 02:02:08.369
Jason blames me for everything
that's happened in his life.

02:02:08.706 --> 02:02:11.826
Can you imagine?